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MOM'S BIRTHDAY.
Each year my brother, sister, and I celebrate my mother's birthday
the same way - with a fictional, simulated crisis call.
At some hour (preferably post-television or pre-breakfast) during
the daylong stretch of my mother's birthday, one of us places
a frantic telephone call to her. The nature of the call is usually
this: some emergency has occurred -- preferably a life-and-death
type of situation, such as a car-jacking or experimental heart
surgery -- and we saw fit to call my mother in the middle of the
crisis, not wanting to miss out on what could be our very last
opportunity to wish her a happy birthday. To my mother, this is
the greatest gift of all.
We used to trade off making calls each year but as we've gotten
older and our lives have become more complicated (With spouses
and children and, in my brother's case, word jumbles - a constant,
almost daily, obligation.) the responsibility has lately fallen
on my shoulders with the greatest frequency. After all, I am the
one with a background in acting. I had a small role in a community
theatre production of Arthur Miller's The Crucible, in which I
played the totemic but thematically essential role of Plymouth
Rock. (Upon receiving my agent's call regarding the role, I cried
'typecasting!' remembering playing an identical role in a musical
stage adaptation of Pilgrim's Progress - titled Hey Pilgrim!
- two years prior. My agent thoughtfully reminded me that I shined
in that production - the Angleville Minimum Security Correctional
Facility AM Radio Network hailed my performance as "razzmatazz,
bordering on wowie-zowie" -- and I relaxed, deciding if typecasting
worked positively for that retarded kid on Life Goes On,
it could work just as well for me.)
Acting skills are not essential in properly celebrating my mother's
birthday, but they are most advantageous. When placing a crisis
call to my mother the presentation should be as naturalistic as
possible, for the greatest effect. And as a trained, experienced
actor I have access to an endless library of sound effects cassettes
and, in a pinch, can call on the services of a fellow thespian
to play the role of an axe murderer, kidnapper, or federal witness
relocation agent if required. These elements help my mom really
suspend disbelief - in the same way one suspends disbelief as
a giant helicopter descends from the wings during a production
of Miss Saigon or when Mr. Spock heals all those lepers in front
of the temple, or whatever. My mom knows it's a sham, of course,
but she feels all the same emotions she would if one of us really
were calling her while being attacked by mummies.
For a long time, my siblings and I would call my mother on her
birthday with a simple "happy birthday" and "I love you" (or,
in my case, a simple "I'm almost done blaming you for my personal
shortcomings"). That somehow left my mother feeling oddly unsatisfied
and under-appreciated. There was always an air of "that's it?"
in her response. Or maybe it was the way she'd actually say, "that's
it?" that created that particular air. Either way, there was an
air.
But now, when one of us calls to say "These men with Uzi's are
about to throw me in the back of a windowless van and I just wanted
to wish you a happy birthday before they erase my mind, change
my name to 'Opal' and coerce me into joining their eco-terrorist
faction," my mom sees the work. She can imagine the conference
calls and script meetings. She knows we went to great lengths
to perfectly match the Lebanese Arab dialect, even if it's only
heard as a muffled voice in the background. And she appreciates
the other details, like the sound of a 1978 Chevrolet van engine
revving or a lifeless 140-pound female body being dragged across
loose gravel by its arms. In her mind, it all adds up to the same
thing: she is deeply loved by her children.
Although we feel it is slightly morbid to conceive of and execute
our crisis call each year, we know what it means to our mother
and that makes it tolerable, even enjoyable. And it's work, but
it's still a lot easier than having to come home and endure a
birthday dinner with her at Applebee's.
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